i shall not bother about others' life,
but just my own!
deciding my own fate
&how my life supposed to be~!!!!
keep my own life SIMPLE
not controlled by $$,
as if $$ is so impt.
[duh,$$ is impt,but not to such an extent]

without bothering about ppl's life,
perhaps,
i will be more carefree @ times?~!

*waiting for chance to quit my job*
*its making my hand rough*
*it caused my feet to be injured*

• 4th day @ work
• feet both injured,skin peeled off
• going to take MC if not okay
• may quit soon! (:
• slack~!

• so FUCKING PISSED!
• DK WHICH IDIOT THREW MY DUTY ROOSTER INTO THE DUSTBIN!
• FUCK!

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• UPDATED!
• went for job interview todae
• tml start work
• 1day off,per week
• JIAYOU TO MYSELF!
• 33more days!
• ily&imy
• D:
• work like tat,only off day den can c baby D:
• sure miss him like hell

• updated
• went for job training
• quitted it due to some reasons
• going for interview tml

thirty-four more days,ily&imy

HELLO!
went for job training todae
in these 3hrs,
i didnt did much
jus learning how to make drinks,
prepare drinks according to th recepit?!
haha!
dhen serve them to seats,clear tables
haha!

but dhen,
in the end,
i still QUIT it!
haha
nvm,
im going for an interview tml(:
mwahhaha!
dunno went for how many interviews alr.

37 days...
going to start countdown from tml onwards
baby will be thr for 37days
D:
take care,
bon voyage!


haish,
busy looking for jobs
so sad wor,
nobody wan hire wor!!!
cos im not 16 yet
so =.=''

HELLO!
back to update(:

went to sentosa todae,
met with classmates,
didnt noe whose coming till meet up
in the end,
jus the nine of us
namely:claraW,kayfun,rajesh,anwar,gucci,ryan,yenshen,bryanesh & me

met @ lakeside,
dhen trained down to vivo
met with gucci & clara
dhen took the tram to the beach.

found a place to put the bag,
me,clara & kayfun went to walk round
&
decided to kayak!
so asked ryan to join us,
since its double kayaking!
hahhaha
dhen so suay,
got lightning alert,
so haf to wait lorx.
haha
in the end,
we still managed to rent it for an hour
FUN!
having our own challenges(:

dhen played in water.
tan abit?! haha
dhen played til 4plus
we dhen bathe & lef t thr
& headed back to vivo for dinner
& trained back
:D

hello!
back to update(:
met with pohyang & leslie @ 10am @ JurongWest
took same bus as yang(purposely)
haha!
dhen discuss ____
& things needed
& food needed
& had breakfast tgt
O.O
rare chance! haha
& checked out the prices of the stuffs needed!!!

after tat,
leslie went home,
while me & yang walked to Lakeside thr to take bus
he took 180,while i took 98!
haha!
& after reaching home,
was busy due to ____ !
mass send ppl sms.
notifying :D

HELLO!
back to update(:
21-nov-09

met with baby in the morning
& trained down to marina(:
FAV PLACE,i guess
bought our tickets for the show
dhen wandered about awhile,
dhen headed over to trained down to airport
met with anwar(:
to send ashraf & erjie.
:D
its @ budget terminal
needa sit bus.cool wor(:
1st time going to budget terminal.
hahaha
dhen left at 2plus?
trained back to marina,
while anwar trained back to lakeside/jurong east

1st thing to do when reach marina
EAT!
hungry. hahhaa
as usual,our fav restaurant in marina(:
since its still early,
went to walk walk,
sit outside marina till 5plus
dhen went to GV thr,
watcheddddddd the movie

nicenice!
2012 is a nice movie(:
the graphics!!!
the show ended at 8plus.
we trained to lakeside(:
& i took bus home.
:D :D

now,im busy planning for next week events :D
only selected ppl noes

TIME FLIES.
4years jus flew past us
haha.
saddddddd~!
gonna miss secondary life!
but wanna thanks all my classmates esp in sec3 & 4,
where we haf fun & study tgt @ the same time.haha

ADELINE:
though we never interact that much,
but still known uu for 4years
& everytime whenever we haf exams,
i guess that's the time we talk more bahx.
(:

WANYI:
猴子妈！
uu are always so near to me during exam periods.
either beside(sec 3 & 4) or beside beside me(sec 1 & 2).
haha.
uu are always so happy go lucky ah,
smile smile smile all the time.
& ur emotions change fast,
could still rmb our prelims,
when uu got back ur Amaths,uu cried
but next moment,uu are smiling non stop(:

ANNE:
one of the baba(s)
kind hearted(:
always love hanging out with uu,
cos uu will make my day fun,
brighten it up.
&&&&&
not to forget,the times we had tgt after school
lunching,having remedial,finding ms seah,etc..
DUN BLUR BLUR LERH

JOYCE-G:
erjie!!
my pri schl friend since Primary 1
so..
we had been friends for 10years
seems long,but we didnt get very close at first.
but its alright. (:
can rmb the "bet" we have on AMATHS results.
haha.

JIAQI:
the clever sister.
(:
still rmb when we jus had this sister family,
we are quarreling over the WU-JIE or WU-GE
when ziyun heard as WEI GE.
haha.
& the organiser for the class(:
always contributing to our class.
thanks(:

JOYCE-T:
get to noe uu in sec 2 ?
i think,
when we go for maths olympiad thingy with mdm wong
& making fun of her.
haha(:
uu are always cheerful (:

JIAPENG:
my liujie!
always there to be my listener.
always giving me support when needed.
cheerful sister(:
always filled with smiles.
hehe.
could still rmb during night study,
when we will talk about "intruders"
haha

LEANNE:
the tall 1.
haha
dun really talk to uu,
cos we diff combination
jus noe tat when uu & xiaojoyce "fight" --hitting each other
and how uu all sae each other. (play play derh larh),
its funny. make me laugh only
haha
but aint saying uu all are entertainers for me larh.(:

MEIYIN:
known uu for 4years
close buddy
love to sae uu & ur wife
mwahahha!
ahyah,too close to uu.
uu noe me derh larh. mwahahaha(:

MEIZI:
known uu for 4years
close buddy
love to sae uu & ur ex wife(:
& sat tgt for 2years
fun,laughter
when we sms,talk crap,eat sweets,writing letters for each other
that's sweet(:
*misses*

HUIMIN:
my DEY<3
known uu for 4years actually
but in sec 1 & 2,
we arent close.
only when the PE,
when others when for swimming.
we played in the same team before
that's how i get to noe uu(:
& thanks for being my listener too.
whr uu gives me advice,askin me to cheerup & etc..
dun forget,the DEYs will never be forgetton
whenever uu need me,i'll be there(:

SIEWXIAN:
my JIANGXIA<3
known uu only in sec 3.
before knowing uu,
i tot uu very DAO,
but im wrong,
uu are so sweet,always smiling(:
cute girl.
& will always rmb the times when we sit tgt during MT
bitching about HER!
haha.
will miss the times when nobody gonna call me jiangxia D:

SUMING:
hmmm,never really talk much to uu
but i noe uu are a great friend,
will do means to help tderh.
blur blur at times,
but is really truthful to friends
can rmb the time when uu asked me to msg ur weisheng.
so paiseh can! haha

KASTHURI:
the girl with a wide smile everytime,
& sits besides me during exam period.
(:
envy of her big big eyes
haha.
will always rmb derh (:

NAMIRA:
i didnt really tallk to uu much
but i noe uu are great in debate
haha
& ur great participation in class. haha
uu are so hardworking,while i seem to be slacking everytime

YUWEN:
the pro in chinese (:
always trouble uu during chinese lessons.
so sorry wor
can rmb the times we spent tgt during chalet
when we jus went to playground to slack to rest
while others play
as we never slp during night time
& uu are the one accompanying me(:
thanks loads.

RAGA:
clever!
haha
1word to describe
only rmb the one and only day tat uu sit beside me.
& u kept asking me some ques.
haha

CHIAYI:
my qi jie
pro in MATHS!!
last year,so sorry to trouble uu
when we sit infront of uu
& kept using ur maths book
& copy copy copy
sorry
but uu are GREAT
uu and jiaqi jie is A PAIR(:
alwys helps us organise things. (:
thanks thanks

TITIA:
the born-to-be talented dancer
love to c uu dance(:
hehe!
elegant girl
never really talk to uu, but uu are cheerful as well(:
hehe! always can c a smile on ur face.

JOYCE-W:
DAJIE!
my DA-DE
thanks for being with me when needed
giving me support(:
going to places with me(as planned)
rmb too much things with uu
rmb the dae when i get to noe uu like xiaozhu
& we went crazy about it
dhen till GU JUN PYO
once again,we went mad
hahah
too much lerhh larhh(L)

CLARA-W:
anne's twinny
haha!
great time with uu when in china,
when we all gther to ur room
& listen to visha & ___ talk
haha!
uu are always so high,full of energy(:
& thanks for the last year bdae.
when uu all bought cake for me
THANKS

JIEMIN:
maths pro,chinese pro,sports pro
all rounder
my CHINA BUDDY(:
hehe!
always tgt,cos uu my room mate mahx
can still rmb,
when we 2 gang up tgt to suan visha(:
mwahahha!
& having to hide in toilet due to _____
(uu noe derh larh) haha

KAYFUN:
very high also,
can rmb the time when i draw mind maps
haha
that's rocks larh!
dk why tat time can draw so much,
now cant alr ah
haha! & dun sad over ur MT,
uu can derh. try & uu can! (:

ZAHIRAH:
my baba
haha!
these 2years get to noe uu WAY BETTER THAN LOWER SEC TIMES
due to our course bahx?
haha
dhen we started to have common things
& thanks for being with me
always there without complaining
&&&&
dunneed so formal larh
(:
too much to say,but uu noe derh larh(:

BRYANESH:
the skinny guy tat i always envy,
why are uu so thin
&&&&&
how u eat,uu dun grow fat
NOT FAIR!!!!!!!
the guy tat always disturb ppl esp ryan
hahah!!!
& full of vulgars

CHINLEH:
class vice chair
uu worked so hard for ur post this year.
(:
haha,since uu slack last year
mwahahha!!
great vice chair
& helping us win many many sports awards,esp
haha!
&& ysd,saying me talking to ur wife-zhijie
haha!!
fun larh uu

JINGUANG:
the confident chap
who says can score fullmarks all the time
since sec 3
haha!!
& uu are like ms seah
face red so easily
haha! dun shy larh
& love to disturb peggy too

WEILUN:
my pri school friend
but get to noe uu better in sec 3 & 4
cos same class mahx
dhen sometimes take bus tgt,
talk rubbish
& bitch about our BELOVED MT TEACHER
haha!! (:
go back pri school tell me larh,
go tgt. haha

JARETH:
quiet person,who dun talks to girls
but ur "condition" gets better in sec 3 & 4
whr uu do reply to us (: haha
hope uu open up soon.

BRENTTON:
always getting bullied by ppl,esp ryan
whom uu sit with
we see liao,also pity uu ah!
stand up for urself larh
& thanks for lending us the pingpong racket & the pingpong
haha!

RYAN:
known for 4years
FLIRT,ACTION
haha! nth else.
always flirt here and there
(L) history super super long.
1dae also cant sae finish derh
&& rmb the times when MJ jus passed away
& uu kept doing MJ voice and stuff to make us laugh
(:

HAMIZAN:
great chair man!!!!
did so much to contribute to the class(:
& always helping me to spread some news too. haha
thanks ah

ANWAR:
uu haf a unique talent in itimidating ppl. (:
always makes us laugh(:
& uu are a great listener as well(:
thanks for listening to my crap ah
uu noe wat im referring to XD
& sub sci ppl do meet up wor
entrusting __ to uu. haha

YENSHEN:
maths pro as well
always dun listen to class but can score well
AINT FAIR!!!!!!!
& always full of philosophy
idk whr uu learnt it though
hahahha
& thanks for the sweet supply.

WEINENG:
didnt talk to uu much
but ur MT is good(:
haha!

THEON:
person with great confidence
but at times,arrogant?
likes ppl to listen to jus uu.nth else. haha
but ur eng is damn strong.

LAWRENCE:
guy with the highest PSLE AGG score
clever larh uu
evrything A1 for premils other dhen eng
give me ur brain!!!!!!!!!!!!
pua stunt as well

HAFEEZ:
tall,with manly-deeped voice(:
haha.
uu treats ppl well
gentleman
hahaha!

ASHRAF:
hmmm,sat with uu in sec 2?
i think,with anwar as well
NPCC head.
good in studies also...

ZHIJIE:
the shy shy boy larh..
uu must open up larh
bu yao shy liao.
hahaha!!
& uu always haf a smile on ur face as well
so cheerful ah
haha

GUCCI:
the branded one!
good in maths,eng!!
the one that dun uds wat i sae in chinese(at times)
while i dun uds wat he sae in eng (at times)
haha! the 2 opp people

RAJESH(L):
my dearest.
same class for 4years
but noe euu for 3years bahx?
sec 1 like dk euu derh.
haha!
needa thanks euu,
teaching me things idk,guiding me,
& never fail to make me smile.
(:
alot things can sae to euu,but i noe euu noe (:
euu noe wat euu meant to me(L)
thanks for everything for these years,
i love euu!

HERE TO UPDATE (:
ysd is GRADUATION NIGHT!
was at bukit batok CSC
registration started at 6.30pm
met with dajie,baba,meiyin&meizi,
dhen we headed over to take 157
aint sure whr to get down,
so jus ask bus driver. haha!

upon reaching,
there are many many ppl alr.
haha.
sat at table 19!
with the same 5 of us.
haha
dhen pohyang,smurf,kim mee & fazuana? joined us
XDXDXD
the more the merrier

tend to quarrel with smurf
mwahahha!
sat with yang. haha
FUN,LAUGHTER
love the video so much!!!
(L)(L)(L)
the climax is when we gotta to play a game,whr we need to dress 1 of the ppl sitting at the same table
soooo......
after choosing,and pushing here & there.
SMURF IS OUR REPRESENTATIVE (:
the 1st thing i saw were something like LEOPARD PRINTS
so we decided to dress him up as RIS LOW!
haha
he did a great job.
pic can be seen at yang's facebook. haha!

dhen we jus went round to take pics with people.
(:
dhen baba & meizi won vouchers. haha
gratz~!
dhen everything ended at 10plus?
but i and baba left at 11plus. haha
dhen we cabbed back to my house.

LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH
PLAY PLAY PLAY
we like cant slp
so we went to slp at 1am.
& woke up t 7plus
O.O
that's early, but cant get back to slp.
tsktsktsk,
ltr i will be so DEAD,TIRED!!

haish,need to get a new USB
so can transfer pics from camera to com.
tsktsk,so pics will be uploaded late..
D:
going REDCAMP later...

in the end,
I CHOSE THE GREY DRESS
can i call it a dress? idk
can bahx? haha
luan lai lerh me!!
but no heels yet.
finding for nice black heels

hello!
back to update about yesterday: 13nov09

i met up with DA-DE at 11am
dhen we went round & round to look at dresses for PROM
i alr got mine,
so went to look around with DA DE
saw no. of dresses tat are not bad,
which caught her eye
haha(:

dhen i went to do my nails,
while DA DE went to harris to read books
sorry dade,ps uu!!
dhen after my nails are done,
we went to LUNCH @ JIA XIANG MIAN.
chatted alot with her (:
(L) DA DE

dhen went round to see heels,
also not nice
D:
disappointed!
dhen went MAC slack.
to discuss our JOURNEY
mwahahha
dhen when we about to leave
meiyin meizi dhen wan come
T.T
ask us dun leave first
but DA DE gtg,
so i pei them c their skinnies
dhen awhile ltr dhen go home.

nice MV

title: WOW

i cant find back my real smile,
since tat day...
it hurts me loads,
the scar is there...
D:
many things wan tell
but cant be said...
this feeling sucks
the person i depended on.....